And there comes the bad side to it...

The past week has been by far, one of the Worst weeks of my life!
There's of course the very obvious, Assignments, that contributed largely to the already piling stress that I'm going through!

On Friday I had to hand in 3 big Assignments that had very heavy percentages attached to it. Its not that I did not prioritize, it's not that I did not start earlier... I/We did start earlier but everything was just so messed up that most of us were forced to leave it to two days before the due date.

On Thursday night, I could not take it anymore. I realised for the first time that I really could not do this. Half the time I had no idea what I was typing. I stayed up until 3am in the morning doing up my assignment. I got only 2 hours+ of sleep. To top it off, i still was not finished with it yet. I could not take it anymore. I was sooo stressed and frustrated and annoyed and angry that all of these came out in the form of tears. Big, fat, angry, frustrated tears. Pretty soon, I was sobbing to myself. When my friend called me to explain s0me stuff after my breakdown, I nearly started the waterworks again!

During break in school on Friday I was working on the term paper again. Thank goodness the time to hand it was at 3pm. Most of my classmates had it worse. They did not stayed up the ENTIRE night doing the term paper and they skipped the morning classes to sleep.

Despite all of this, I was still able not to give up. And the credit for all of this goes to my two awesome awesome friends in school! If not for them, I would be in an even more worse shape than what I was.

But, this was not the end. This week I have one more big project to hand in, at least 3-4 presentations which I'm dreading, two more lesson plans to implement and a lot of paper work following all that. Up till 7th August, I'll be handing in assignments after assignments. And right after that will be the mugging period for exams.

I usually pray, but this time, when I prayed, I prayed really hard and really almost begged for God's help! I have never pleaded to God in such a way like I did this time. And I know, that my prayers won't go unanswered.

And once exams are over, I want to fully enjoy my two months of bliss! And I swear, if anyone..ANYONE, tries to ruin it for me... I don't know what I'll do...BUT I will do SOMETHING!

Don't ask me anymore.