"We all try to cope and sometimes when we try too hard, it backfires on us."

"Friends are godsent and they are there in your life for a reason."

Thank you Vanessa for all the encouragement and the motivation! (even thought you probably don't even know that I have a blog :) These two dialogues by you, especially, left an impact on me.

All of my awesome friends are indeed godsent and I truly appreciate each and everyone of them! I feel like leaving a dedication to all of my girlfriends who've been there for me all these years!
I cannot posibbly mention everyone because it would never end so Ill just mention a few people in particular.

Maryam: You've been there for me whenever I needed you the most. Your encouraging words helped me lots of times before. You were there for me by my side, tolerating my nervous nonsense during my O Level results recieving period. You were there for me all the times that I broke down and basically needed a shoulder to cry on or a ear to hear me out. Let me be a bit gross and say, I love you heart and soul! (heheh not in a lezzy way of course)

Tasneem: You were always an awesome friend to me and you've turned out to be an even awesome sister! =D We may have had our share of ups and downs but I know you're not a bad person and you care about me! We have been through almost the phases in life and you have been really very helpful these past few days and very tolerant of my rants on my never ending assignments! Just tolerate me for about a month more and then you can have the old Ruqaiyah back! XD

To my v. v. awesome friends, Nadiah & Nadiah: Even though we may have been friends for only one year+, you have made a special place in my heart! If you were to read this I know the both of you will get especially grossesd out but I want to just thank the both of you! I know sometimes you may pick on me and I may not be always in tune with you guys but you people are the main reason why i look forward to school sometimes. So just...thank you! :)

Last but not least, one which I obviously cannot leave out..

Zahra: I know you have tolerated the most of my crap, as compared to the rest! And you know I have tolerated most of YOUR crap, as compared to the rest..heheh but you're my most awesome friend! You've been there for me and helped me and always stood up for me and were, are and I know will always be there whenever I need you! We can talk about most serious things and we may talk about the most BS things, but we always understand each other and thats what I like about our friendship! I love you, hun! :D

There, those are your friendship testimonials from me! For those others who read my blog but do not find your name here, it just means we have not shared enough. But don't be disheartened, its really not such a big deal to be on my list (hehe, i have a list??)

All of you, please DO NOT be grossed out...I was having a moment, thats why I decided to just post this and sya the things I have to say. Because life goes on, but we have very little time.This is just my way of saying thank you to all of you since I dont think I have ever thanked any of you before.

(I haven't gone insane okay...haha I'm just trying to look at things from a different and more positive perspective for a change.)

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