I'm going to be open from now on.

I mean, I don't like my un-confident self either.

I'm not going to be 'reserved'.

From this moment on, I'm going to be open. I'm having this whole surge and rush of confidence right now I feel like I can do anything but I know this feeling passes and tomorrow morning when I wake up I'll be my old self again.

I'll be my old self but THIS TIME, I'll be a person who will still have that slight bit of confidence in her. I'm going to make myself very clear from here on. If I feel there is something about this person that I don't like, I'm going to let the person know because I'd rather live honestly and openly rather than in a closed and lying surrounding. And if you can still accept me as a friend after that, then I'll be very happy :)

But before I do all of that, an article on gaining confidence says that the first step to becoming confident is to accept and like yourself. So I'm going put all the effort I have in accepting and liking myself before I let others accept and like me. I'm not going to change for anyone. As long as I know that my current self has not lost me anything and I have made no losses (which I haven't, Thank God), I'm going to stay the way I am and you can either choose to accept me, or you can walk away. Simple :D

That felt good. After so long I have blogged about something on myself and I think I have made full of use of a blog for the first time in a very long time.

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