I think I've lost my momentum to blog.

Anyway, it was an e-learning week, and yet I've gone to school everyday since Monday. Damned assignments have left me with no life, no me-time and very little sleep. We all go through the crap in life to get something better at the end of the day and I am going to get something better at the end of all this. I WILL. You don't know what I'll do if I don't.

Coming Monday is The Supervision! Oh God, I know I'm going to feel like total shit the moment I enter the centre at 7.55am. I don't know how I'll be able to wait 2 bloody hours before I start...Prayers and lots of luck, please! I need them badly!

Went to the Botanic Gardens today, again, for another assignment. Thank God it was not as tiring and life-taking as the last time. This has proved to me that we do learn from our past mistakes :)

Nice enough photos after sometime...







Last one's pretty cool, though.

I always feel as though someone has placed their fingers over my eyes and that the only parts of the world I see are through the gaps. Even people I see in gaps, and this is good too. Because sometimes you don't want to see everything. You don't want to think too much. But today, I felt as though a few fingers have been lifted off my eyes and I've seen somethings more clearly. Seen some people more clearly. And this made me think more than usual. And this is not something I want. This is not something I would have wanted to know at all. But the best part of it all, is that, I doubt its true, and yet I'm going on this think-fest and just using up my brain cells on something I would really hope is not true. Thinking and me, do not go together. Usually that's the case. But today, I don't think I've ever thought so much crap in my life. Or rather, I would like very much to think its crap rather than the infected truth. It would be really helpful if I could have such think-attacks, like say, during my assignment meetings, but not now! Not for this!

Okay I'm rambling now. Its an entry after ages so do read. And try to understand whatever scraps you can catch of what I'm throwing about here.


I don't know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all floating around accidental-like on a breeze but I, I think maybe it's both. Maybe both is happening at the same time.
-Forrest Gump

I'm still awaiting the Happy Beginning :D