Its like, everyday seems to be growing closer to another date of an assignment submission and I feel like I'm doing absolutely zero on my part. I know, the deadlines are like dark clouds, looming over my head, just waiting to pour down on me when its time. And instead of finding an umbrella and getting ready for the storm, I'm waiting for the storm to come so that I can frantically start finding an umbrella. Which just goes to show the high level of stupidity that is inside of me.

I want to do something about all of this and I know its about time too that I get my life in order. But its not like I don't want to. Obviously I do. Who wouldn't want to have all their work done before time so that they can have some time for themselves? But obviously these people do not waste a lot of precious time THINKING over how to do this piece of work and spend hours just staring at the damned laptop screen, head in hands, with tears spilling over and wondering what's wrong with them. Its only the pathetic ones who do that. And the stupid.

And all you readers, don't you dare go thinking "Oh, she's having one of her emo days again." Because if that's the case then I suggest you don't bother coming back because I don't need your judgement. And because not everyone's life is as easy and as merry as yours. I only need your support, if you have any to give.


Life is truly a ride. We're all strapped in, and no one can stop it. As you make your way from youth to adulthood to maturity, sometimes you put your arms up and scream; sometimes you just hang onto the bar in front of you. But the ride is the thing. I think the most you can hope for at the end of life is that your hair is messed up, you're out of breath, and you didn't throw up.
-Jerry Seinfeld


I'm sorry, was I crude? I didn't mean to sound crude.