Not an eventful week. Rather, a more tiring one, with work piling up so high that I can't even see what's in front of me. It all started with Monday's supervision, to Tuesday and Wednesday's EC presentation meetings, to memorizing lots of lines which I still forgot and to Thursday's final EC Presentation which I thought was okay.

And then to the worst part of the week, staying up from Thursday night to an ungodly hour Friday morning to do up two assignments, getting only an hour's worth of sleep and waking up with tired eyes and an even tired mind and body. I yawned so much till my jaws started aching and my eyes teared. Sleeping in the bus has never felt so good before.

Spending an 8am to 6pm Friday, all tired and exhausted totally trumps the fact that its TGIF. I'm exhausted, really. And I have no idea why my strength to actually be bothered to blog is coming from, but I'll take that as a good sign.

I don't know how to go on anymore. It's like I have climbed this really difficult mountain and now I'm standing on the edge of it and all I can do is move forward. Because if I moved back, I'd fall, and I'd lose all of the effort I'd put in to climb the mountain. So really, I'm not left with any other choice. And if any of you give me anymore crap on "being positive" or "hang in there" I would most cheerfully give you a slap.

It just makes me so mad that I want to cry, I really do but the damn tears just won't come out! How much more do I have to go through for the tears to finally show up?

"I want you to love to the tips of your fingers, and when you find that love, wherever you find it, whoever you choose, don't run away from it. But you don't have to chase after it either. You just be patient, and it'll come to you. Don't be afraid. And remember, to love is to live." - Dawson's Creek


God bless those souls in Mumbai who are suffering from the attacks and give the families of the deceased the strength to face this terrible ordeal. End terrorism for good, God, as it only brings more pain and more sufferings, not just for the people in that country, but to everyone in the world.