Mistakes.

All of us make them at some point in life. Some knowingly and others unknowingly. But mistakes are a part of life. It's how we learn and its how we live. It's how we correct it and it's also how we like to ignore it. Pretend like it never happened, when in actual fact that mistake is the cause of pain, regret and sometimes tears. There is no specific point to this post but just a random thing I started typing because I had no idea what to blog about. But when you think about it, mistakes are what makes us a better person. We learn from it and the next time we do better. And these people are the ones who actually feel sorry for their mistake. However, every coin has two sides. And so there are also the people who simply refuse to acknowledge the existence of their wrong doing and instead try and push the blame on to someone else. Anyone else but themselves.

Sorry, I admit, is the hardest word to utter from ones' mouth. It feels like your tongue is stuck to the roof of your mouth and you can't speak. It takes a lot of courage to open up and say "I'm sorry." And that's why it also hurts the most when you've said it and the other person does not accept it. But that does not happen all the time. Especially not if you're sincere, and you mean it and it also depends on how good and nice the sorry-receiver is. And it feels so good when you've been forgiven.

There always comes a crossroad in our lives when we make grand and sweeping decisions without even realizing we have. Its like entering a coffee shop on a whim and ending up meeting the man you'll marry one day while he's digging for change at the counter and you're standing there to pick up the few cents he drops on the floor. Its also like staring out at the big blue sky and concluding at the point in time what exactly the meaning of life is.

My point is, that we're all unpredictable beings. We're capable of doing anything at anytime and by the end of it we're flabbergasted at the outcome we've created and we wonder how we reached all the way here. Pardon me if its a little long-winded. All things are possible. The only thing it needs is a little belief.

I want what everybody wants; to be important to somebody. Maybe you want that too, but, if you do, to be honest, I can't really see it. All I see is someone who's going through the emotions of being in a relationship because he thinks its the right thing to do. And I know that isn’t enough for me, so goodbye.
- Dawson's Creek