I just took this What is Your True Fear? survey..and the results are surprisingly effing accurate. It totally took my by surprise that a survey could just blow me off by slapping the truth in my face...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Commitment Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.
Where Your life is Going
Death
Being Alone
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Disappointment

I cannot believe I'm sharing this here, but it scared me to even look at it. I never thought commitment would be something that scares the shit out of me. I admit, just like the survey says, I love being carefree and not committed to anything. I hate that feeling of being tied down to one thing. Be it school or anything else. I seriously hope I can get over this fear.

The other fears next to Commitment is also pretty much accurate. I am very scared of where my life is going and dying. Being alone is another thing that used to scare me a lot but not so much now, although that fear is still there. I keep thinking that sometimes I might just end up a spinster. And I fear very much of losing someone and being looked down at. Like, I'm scared if I lose any of my close friends or if anyone were to look down on me. I'm not sure what disappointment means though.

On a more lighter and happier note, I am FINALLY done with my Math Lesson Plans and Math Learning Corner. I have a feeling I did quite alright on my learning corner. Thank you Tasneem and Mariya for lending me those animal toys. Hahah my lessons and learning corner would not have been a success without it!!

During the last two/three weeks, I spent so much time and very little sleep on completing my math games and lessons. I prayed everyday for Allah to help me and for the first time in my life I realized the power of Prayer. It is so strong and I believe that more than that was my belief that Allah was definitely going to help me.

So no matter what your religion is, if you're reading this post, never let go of prayer. It helps everyone in most toughest of situations and I can vouch for that :)

Btw, if you want to take the quiz, it's here

In some ways we grow up. We have families, we get married, divorced, but for the most part, we still have the same problems that we did when we were fifteen. No matter how much we grow taller, grow older, we are still forever stumbling, forever wondering, forever young.
- Grey's Anatomy