I Hate Exams. Seriously.

Its only Monday and I'm ready to pass out and my brain is ready to give up. I keep memorizing and the next day I can't seem to re call anything. Exam Period. God, please spare me from anymore stress/tension this week. I can only take so much.

Time and again I get reminded of how people around me do not appear as they seem. No one ever appears as they seem. I have never understood that. Why can't people just be who they are around everyone? Is it really that difficult? Why do they want to show off the many faces they possess? Do they really want others to think they are such hypocrites? Do they?

You trust people whom you believe will be able to keep any secret. Big, small, medium..whatever. You trust people to keep that secret buried within them. You trust people to not vomit out that secret and break your trust into pieces. You trust people to just keep that secret to themselves and tell no one. No One.

Why is it so difficult to just maintain that trust? Why? Why is it possible for me to keep anyone's secret safe but not anyone else to do the same? Am I being too naive in this world of liars? It is so true what they say.. We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone.