Missing is such a lonely feeling. Its like glow-worms inside your body that hurt when you move and hurt even when you stand still.



I have just ONE MORE ASSignment left and then I'M DONE with projects and assignments for semester 2.2.! I'm just once again looking forward to this weekend where I can once again enjoy fully before the whole studying craze starts the following weekends. And I'm thinking of perming my hair after my exams.

After exams... Oh the bliss of it all is just soo good. I will have two months of NO WORK and just relaxation. I so need it. Yes, yes, I know all you readers out there are just wondering why do I keep talking about school. Can't help it, it's the only thing I have to share with you. The things I have gone through this semester, I don't want to go through it again. All those tears, the frustration and the total lack of sleep. I'm so much sleep deprived that I literally put on a sad face when I look at my bed and pillows because it looks so good.

People keep saying, Just hang in there, you'll get through it. Keep on believing that you can do it and you will. Have faith.

All of the above are just nice to hear, but when it boils down to actually doing it, it is much tougher than it seems. I try to believe every now and then, but I just don't have that energy left in me to keep on believing about something I don't have enough faith in. I cannot bring myself to gather up all that effort and psycho my mind into thinking it will happen it will happen it will happen. Please don't think "Oh look at how negative she's being." If that's what you're thinking, it means you don't know me at all.

All of it is nice to hear form people and read in books and hear on television or even come across it over the net. But actually applying it and doing it is a totally other ball game altogether. All I need is just one person believing in me and being there and I know that at least I'm not alone. Its all I need.



One fire burns out another's burning
One pain is lessened by another's anguish
- William Shakespear
Romeo and Juliet