For the first time, a song I never knew I had in my MP3, put me off quite bad. Its called Starts With Goodbye by Carrie Underwood. I'm too lazy to Google the lyrics for you guys so go find it yourself.
Anyway, the song pissed me off! The lyrics of the song pissed me off, to be more specific. I mean the tune and the song overall is nice but the LYRICS! Basically this song is all about leaving someone you love to have a new beginning because supposedly leaving that person is for the best and in order to move on you need to leave the person that you love.
There. Right there. That's the thing that's pissing me off. HOW, can you possibly leave the person that you love? How?? Its seriously beyond me how someone can have the courage in them to leave that ONE PERSON they love the most in the whole world. And knowing that you're making a mistake, you still do it anyway!
"
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break"
She's finding it hard to see herself without him and yet she leaves him knowing perfectly well she's going to break her own heart in the process. I have nothing against the singer or anything, i just don't understand how some people cannot see what I'm seeing. Okay I know I'm being selfish here but this is really what I believe.
"I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet."
So there's something even better that lies ahead and it means you have to leave what you have now in order to get that. It means you have to do the toughest thing in the world of leaving something you love to get to the 'blue horizon'.
You break your own heart,
You cause pain to yourself,
You cause pain to the loved one you leave,
You move on,
You start to find happiness,
You realize you can be happy again,
You sometimes miss what you had,
But you know what you have now is better.
And you accept it and you start to believe again,
You believe you can be happy and just maybe...
This was what you were meant to do/be
Okay.. so maybe I finally understand why some people leave the one they love. But it still doesn't make it any less ridiculous that you leave someone you love so much. For me, I know for a fact that I won't give up so easily and just leave. Because there's always a compromise and there's always a way. There's always a way to make things work and that is what I believe in.
On a random note, this was not really a much better change from blogging about school. Hahah! Oh well... its still better than reading about my rants on school.