#482 Someone who also dreams of having a perfect marriage after a perfect wedding.

- 1,001 Things I Want In A Lover


I think something's wrong with my sleeping ways and patterns and whatever else you call it. I lay down in bed and I immediately fall asleep! And the best part is I don't even know why I'm so tired... when I shouldn't be! Because I'm not doing anything 'tiring'. All I've been doing is going to school, sleep on the way there, do assignment, eat, sleep on the bus coming home, reach home, on the laptop, chat chat chat, eat, chat chat chat, go to sleep! -.- I think I'm going to grow into a COW very soon at the rate that I'm going.

Wonderful ain't it? Ruqaiyah your way of life is sooo fruitful and entertaining and so fun you're practically the most funnest person alive! OMG okay. I don't know what's wrong with me. And once I sleep, I dream about the wierdest of things, and once I wake up, I forget what I dreamt about! The only dream I remember is of me having a brain tumour, going blind in one eye and about to die! Real nice. Zahra says its an overdose of Grey's Anatomy. I may agree.. to a certain extent, considering the fact I haven't watched any Grey's episode in aggessss..!

Speaking of dying, nowadays when I cross a road or something, I secretly wish I'd get run over by a car or something NO I AM NOT SUICIDAL I'm just hopeless as usual and wanting to not go for attachment because I'm so fucking scared and I don't know how I'm gonna fare. I repeat.. I AM NOT SUICIDAL... I'm too much of a coward to take my own life anyway. Plus its a sin. I don't want to be known as a sinnnnnerrr!

Okay, nature calls. SEE YA :)