My previous post was about me wanting to go under hibernation and it seems like right after I said it, more and more people went under hibernation, including some people around me. Its like God bounced off what I said to the people around me so it affected them and not me. But now think its like a blessing in disguise for me because I realize, that if i went under hibernation, I would not have that must time for my attachment and all my other piles and piles of work which does not seem to be getting less. Everyday I wake up with just one vision: Reaching to the End of July.

And I hope this day comes ASAP. Lie, just let me go through all this as smoothly as you can possibly make me go, God, so that I can reach the end of July and I can reach my birthday for which for the first time in my Poly life I would not be spending it studying for an exam, so that I can finally properly work and earn some money, and then I can reach Ramzan and then Eid and then October :) and then I can start my second semester and then I can welcome in 2010, (I feel like 2010 is going to be a really awesome year. I can feel it from now) and then I can graduate and then I have no idea what I'm gonna do but AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE GRADUATED!!

But for now, I want to just reach the end of July. That's all. Help me God. Please.