And out come all these words
Well I missed the train and the traffic was a state
Posted on: Friday, 17 July 2009
Posted at: 8:57 pm
I CAN FINALLY TAKE A BREATHER. OMG.
The past week and before have been terribleeee. I stayed back until like 8.30pm in the centre on Monday. Supervision the next day. CAN'T BELIEVE fellow atachee friend's bag got stuck in the store room, which had to be tortured to finally open it. Anyway, had a nice bonding session with some of the teachers :) Finished up learning corner stuffs, reached home around 9.30pm, and next day reached centre at 7.40am!
I swear I wanted to throw up while waiting for field supervisor to arrive at 9am! OMG. I got thenervous shit feeling, shat twice, felt like puking so bad, had nothing left to do so kept worrying, 'bribed' the children to behave well, helped them for breakfats just to keep myself busy and by 9am, I only had like 4 kids OUT OF 12! PANIC!
But supervisor showed up half hour late, so more kids showed up by then. I was quite nervous during tuning in of the lesson but I became quite comfortable as I went on teaching and before I knew it I WAS DONE :D All the teachers were so worried for us and were so happy when all three of us passed :D
And now, our last assignment is also doneeee! OMG More time for me, more time to nicely plan out lesson 5 and 6, more time to make the perfect play dough and juste more time la! AWESOMEE
I know I'm full of insecurities and disappointments, but I promise you there's a part of me worth keeping :)