And out come all these words
Well I missed the train and the traffic was a state
i miss you
Posted on: Wednesday, 22 July 2009
Posted at: 7:27 pm
"Patience with others is Love, Patience with self is Hope, Patience with God is Faith."--
Adel Bestavros
I can be patient. To a certain extent. Everything has its limits. But mine reaches the limit really fast. I know that for this particular situation, if I am patient, what I would recieve would be really, extremely worth it. And I know it is worth my patience.
But WHERE. FROM WHERE do I get that will power to maintain my patience? Its like eating me up from inside already. But I also know, that no matter what, I won't give up anyway. I will still hold on. But why isn't it any easier? Its not fair. It should be easy. The fact that its worth it should make it easier enough for me to be patient.
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Completely random post. Ignore it. Its my own personal feelings bubling up here because I don't know where else to burry them. ANYWAY, ONE MORE LESSON TO GOOO :D And then its all overr! And then I can finally breathe and relax. God. Sounds so good from now already.
So anyway, I did the play dough lesson with the children today and it was MESSY OMG OKAY MESSY LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. I had LOTS of clean up to do was in the toilet for like FOREVER washing the play dough insruments. Bless Teacher Karen for helping me to clean up the tables and the floor. THE FLOOR. FOR THE LIFE OF ME I cannot fathom HOW the play dough can reach the FLOOR and get stuck there leaving sticky stains everywhere!
Okay so partly it might be my fault cuz the blue dough became super extremely sticky that it was impossible to play with and that caused most of the mess. But still okay. Its no excuse for it ending up the floor. THAT was so not my fault. Not even 1%. All the effort gone to waste. I THREW the damn play doughs away at the end. Useless. ALL became sticky. Annoying.
#518 Someone who realizes that the words “I miss you” mean more than the words “I love you”.
-1,001 Things I Want In A Lover