Yellow world. So I'm still wondering why I haven't had any dreams on Insects yet. Its weird. Usually when I'm obsessed about something or totally into something for that period of time it definitely appears in my dreams. Instead, I've been getting dreamless nights. Like almost every night. How boring is that. I mean, even one random stupid or silly dream would be something. Sigh.

Fanyways, I have still two lessons left and I'm getting more complacent day by day ever since assessments ended. Just because the difficutl part is over my brain seems to think that its okay to start slacking. Its the brain. Totally the brain. Not me.

So I have not been out in ages. I have not watched a movie in ages. Can't remember the last movie I watched in the theatre. I have not had an ice cream in forever. I have not taken a single decent looking picture of myself. I could least be bothered to clean up my getting messier day by day room. Athough the things are getting less, for some reason its getting messier. I wonder why.

SOOO MANYYY THINGS I have not done. I feel sad for myself. Anyway, 2 weeks moreee YAYY :D But I'm still confused about certain things though. I hope I figure them out soon otherwise I have no idea what I'm gonna be doing with my already meaningless life.


We excuse our sloth under the pretext of difficulty.